general updates

class meetings/discussions

today ms. stoklosa discussed our blogs and the general ideas we're going for so i wanted to clarify the plot: the protagonist (unnamed) directly says she wants to break up with her boyfriend, the story is the process of her accepting it and is oriented to be a sad film about growing up and changing. i think that's all for now.

characters + actors

i'm not sure if the quality of the picture is good but i hope so .. i made it large just in case. anyways, as aforementioned the protagonist will be unnamed because i want this story to be a comfort to someone falling out of love and not knowing how to deal with it. i didn't have anyone to help me through it because the person i would've turned to was the one i was falling out of love with, so i want to provide someone with the knowledge that they're not alone. that got deep. anyways ..

as for the mom being my own mom, for now she'll only be in part 3 where she asks the protagonist to go to church because she sees something is wrong but doesn't know what it is. in reality, i decided to go to a church retreat in orlando which is where i finally decided to confront myself and broke down, but i obviously can't go back there and recreate a huge church concert with hundreds of people, so i'll stick to a church service. i should probably include who the pastor will be now that i think about it.

friend 1 is the friend who speaks to the protagonist about her relationship in the first part but is dismissed, she's not necessarily based off of one person, rather all the people who asked me that over the years. actor tbd.

throughout my own process i was really in my own head trying to figure everything out on my own, but i dont want to do a voiceover because that's corny so i'm gonna talk to a teddy bear. that and i think it'll be funny to talk to a stuffed animal. anyways .. the deeper idea of it is that the protagonist feels like she can't turn to anyone else and relies on what's provided her comfort throughout the years: a stuffed animal. actor also tbd.

wow that was way longer than i thought.